AM NOT DYING

Yesterday night, I met “LIFE”

He told me not be in a hurry for Life is not running..

He told me to be calm even when I am hurting

He advise me to be silent when everybody is yelling..

He smiled at me assuring am not dying..

And every pain the I am feeling is just part of my dreaming..

He hugged me tight whispered that everything will be okay

Even though my limbs were not actually moving..

He holds me tight and then kissed my hands

Then he assured me I am still alive.

My visions were already blurred there were more colors than figures

My feet isn’t moving, stuck with delusions..

Then suddenly were silence..I was numb..

Am not moving but my mind keeps the fight, I have to live..

Someone is waiting, someone is texting, someone is worrying..

I knew it before I fell on the ground.

Gaining the strength again, I moved on..too many people hoping to be home..

I search for LIFE, but he wasn’t there, I thought he will leave me somewhere..

I met Life yesterday night; he told me I’ll be staying so I should fight

Ignore the pain, and all that I am feeling..

Being strong and keeping the fight is all that he is saying..

Suddenly I find myself on my way home..then I felt his hands..

LIFE assured me… Am not dying…

I BREAKDOWN

There are certain points in our lives where we just want to say “hey! I quit” but honestly, it’s not about quitting, it’s about right positioning of where you are and who you really are.

Sometimes, life seem so unkind, there are bits and pieces of you that you actually want to took away from your entire being in order for you to realized that you’re still a person, you still have a heart, you still have identity.

But more often than not, we choose to keep silent about everything that matters to us, about everything that indeed really hurting us. Sometimes, people brand us as arrogant, when the mixed emotions doesn’t fit anymore, when pieces of you are starting to breakdown, and yes, you breakdown..being torn into pieces, forgetting who you are, forgetting how people might feel after stroked by your hurting words, not caring about what might be your status after the bursting of emotions happened, and worst of all, losing your tempting sense and obliquely paranoia of pains, of heartaches, of mistakes that you have been hiding in past.

Worst is when everything is becoming unreal for you, that you even feel that the world did not exist to comfort you, that the feeling of hatred and revenge starts growing.

As the cliche goes..”there’s more to life than only bitterness and lies”..Yes, the world is full of lies, bitterness, pains, negativity, emotions, anger, and hatred. And yet, many people still pretend that they don’t care about them, hurting, about them feeling the pain.

There are lines separating God as the Creator and the Science of Emotions, so I will just left the first one hanging until my next blog came.

We are hurting and yet we can’t cry, we are being dumped but we don’t want to let go, we are hypocrites pretending to be the mightiest of them all yet your heart burns with hatred and pains of the past. There is so much more to life..indeed, there is so much more to life…it is more than happiness, that human being craved for since birth, it is true love that everyone desires to achieve since our heart starts dreaming.

Yes, there is so much more to life…it is hatred, fears, pains, anger and revenge.

DREAM BIG.....Start small

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For a period of time being in our circle of friendship, never you heard of me telling nor confronting you neither dragging you to a certain things which I did not assure best for both of us.

As a friend, it is my responsibility to assured you of accuracy and clearness of information I will be relaying to you. In the latter part of my letter you will then understand my profound objective why I am sending you this private message.
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You can also check my blogs on:http://carmitalksaboutlife.blogspot.com/

Regards,

CARMI L. MAGNO
wicked_carmi@gmail.com
wicked_carmi@yahoo.com
CP #: 0932 848 48 22
“DREAM BIG…Start Small..”

186th day

The time is running faster than the clock
It never figures out who’s behind the flock
He keeps on running away from my mind
Until this day comes behind my back.

Thinking what might have gone wrong
Is there a thing for stupid reasons?
Holding a dream so near and far
It’s like catching the farthest star.

Where will this end, when will the wound be healed
The ghost of summer time is beginning to get real
Complications coming in
The feelings are coming deep within..

There is no room for lullabies
Hiding all the reasons for goodbyes
Taking the clock beyond control
Winter comes, summer then fall.

Sendong,Ondoy at Pedring...Mga sugo ni Inang Kalikasan

Kamakailan lang ay muli nating naranasan ang hagupit ni Inang Kalikasan sa pamamagitan ng kanyang mga sugo. Sina Sendong, Ondoy at Pedring.

Napakaraming tumulong, napakaraming umunawa at nakiramay sa ating mga kababayang lubos na naapektuhan. Sa totoo lang, napakaraming mukha ng kabayanihan ang lumalabas sa tuwing hinahagupit tayo ng sakuna at mga panganib na dala ng bawat palo ni Inang Kalikasan. Hindi maialis sa aking isipan ang larawan ng isang lalaki na hawak hawak ang isang patay na bata sa kasagsagan ng bagyong Sendong. Kung ating babalikan, nariyan din ang libo libong larawan ng pagkawasak ng mga bahay at buhay sa Central Luzon sa panahon ni Ondoy,sa mga sandaling ito, nakita natin ang tunay na kulay ng bayanihan. Nakita natin ang pinakamagandang larawan ng pagiging Pilipino, ang puso na handang tumulong at bukas palad sa lahat ng nangangailangan. Hindi ko din pwedeng kalimutan ang pagdating ng bagyong si Pedring, nasa ating akala ay isang tahimik at mahinhing hanging habagat na gumulantang lalo't higit sa ikatlong Rehiyon ng Luzon.

Kung ating iisa-isahin ang lahat ng pangyayaring hindi naging maganda ang epekto para sa ating bansa, makikita nating ang lahat ng mga sakunang ito ay dala ng pagdalaw ni Inang Kalikasan. At ano nga ba ang dahilan? saan nga ba ito nag ugat? habang isinusulat ko ang article na ito, hindi ko maiwasang magbalik-tanaw.

Sa loob ng Dalampu't pitong taon kong pagiging tao sa mundong ito, ganon din ako katagal na kinupkop at inalagaan ni Inang Kalikasan, ang lahat ng mga bagay na aking ginagamit at nakagisnan ay galing lahat sa kanya. Ang hangin na malaking sangkap ng aking buhay ay nanggaling din sa kanya, ang lahat ng bagay na may buhay ay nakasalalay sa kanyang pangangalaga. Naitanong ko tuloy, sa kabila ng kanyang pangangalaga at pagmamahal sa akin, nasuklian ko ba sya? Naipakita ko ba sa kanya ang pag galang at pag mamahal sa kalikasang kanyang ibinigay at ipinahiram upang ako ay mabuhay?

Natigib ng kalungkutan ang aking puso, nagkamali din ako, hindi ko masisisi sina Sendong, Ondoy at Pedring kung sinugo sila ng Inang Kalikasan, upang ipaalala sa aking, inabuso ko ang kanyang pangangalaga at pagmamahal..hindi lamang sa akin kundi maging sa buong sangkatauhan..

Sa kasalukuyan, patuloy akong sumasaludo sa lahat ng nakikiramay at mga bayani ng mga sakuna, saludo ako sa mga pusong bukas upang tumulong at dumamay sa mga nasalanta ng bagyo at namatayan ng mga mahal sa buhay. Lubos akong humahanga sa lahat ng mga naging instrumento upang maipahatid ang mga tulong sa mga higit na naapektuhan ng mga nagdaang delubyo.

Ngunit higit sa lahat, dahil sa pagdalaw ng mga sakunang ito, nabuksan ang aking isipan na ang mundo ay hindi lamang sa mga taong may pansariling kapakanan, ang mundo ay hindi kailanman naging pag aari ng mga tao, ang mundo ay hindi natin pag aari upang gawin ang lahat ng kalapastanganan. Marapat nating ibalik ang pag respeto at pagmamahal sa Inang Kalikasan. Sa bandang huli, ang tanging kanlungan ng ating kaligtasan ay wala ring iba kundi ang pagmamahal at pag aalaga ng ating winasak na Inang Kalikasan.Matuto nawa tayo sa masakit na leksyong atin ngayong nararanasan...

Hanggang sa susunod na Album..

Narinig ko naman yung lyrics, nakita ko naman yung kanta
Nabasa ko halos lahat ng iniisip nila
Pero nagtatanong pa din ako, bakit hindi ako masaya?
Bakit naman kasi nakita ka pa,
E di sana ngayon, wala akong problema..

Pagtapos ng araw hindi din kita masisisi..
Hindi mo naman alam kung ano ang tunay na nangyari
Alam ko namang panaginip lang din ang dapat na isukli
Hindi naman kasi totoo ang lahat ng sandali..
Kumplikado nga ang lahat kaya hindi makangiti
Wala na ding dahilan pa, walang dahilan para bumawi
Mananahimik nalang ako, magso-sound trip palagi

Paano pare, hanggang dito nalang
Hanggang sa susunod na album, sa dating tambayan
Pasensya na kung hindi talaga kita pwedeng malapitan
Magiging kuntento nalang ako sa malayuan..
Ngingiti ako sa bawat mong tagumpay
Kasama ng panalangin kong, malimutan ka habang buhay..

A DATE WITH THE BLOOMFIELDS...

It was actually because of boredom that I have met this band and started to admire them. Honestly, I have dropped by to their booth three times before the show started. I have actually talked to the one whose standing at the CD booth to enlighten me of the background of the CD he is offering to me. I just got a nod and a shy smile from him. Then I walked away.

Having nothing to do, I roam around as if looking for something though I know that it was really a blurred plan of malling that day..indeed am testing myself if I can enjoy that kind of weekend without Ross. It is an open book that I am not an outgoing person, and malls aren’t my destinations when I get away from my busy schedules. But alas! That day honestly dropped a pinch of changes in me..a new repertoire of music..

Hearing and seeing these group performs on-stage is quite a different experience, the choice and arrangement of songs I can say is what drives the listeners and the fans to be stunned and remain astonished and fascinated in the allegro of their music..

There was an electrifying energy from the bassist aside from his perfect voice that gives a distinction to the melody of their song. This really cements the composure of the entire band. The rhythm and the lead guitars were blended enough creating a melody of both chirpy rock and roll and memoir of oldies. Plus factor were the suits basically formal but not too steep. And of course, how can I forget the cutest smile that I have ever seen from a band member..the drummer of this band has effortless in enticing every girls that catches his eyes (thank God, I was spared..haha)

My boredom from that weekend turned out to be a wonderful date with these guys, (of course they are not aware of it.. ;) ) . What is so funny is that, after the show, I was hesitant to advise Ross that I was out to watch an album launching of a band, (simply because he perfectly knew how I give comments to everything..hahah) but there was no room for secrets..so I told him thru a joke that I have witness and seen someone whose better than him in playing drums and bass guitar..haha.. know what, I was surprised, Ross was actually a fan!! Haha!!! He did admit that these guys definitely know how to use their instruments, and the charm they possessed.

At the end of the day, I go home smiling..from a wonderful date with ..the BLOOMFIELDS..