I cannot deny the fact that I am facing difficulties
nowadays. Everything seems absurd, tiring and hurting. I really don’t know if
the words am writing now is the best way to show up everything, but at least, I think
it’s the best comfort I can have.
Finding me is really tough. It’s as if walking every path
not chosen by anyone, challenging every challenge, making complicated things becomes
more complicated. Choosing to be good
when you want to be bad. Taking the lead when you want to be on the background.
Accepting blame when you really had no idea at all,
accepting pain, when you don’t deserve it either.
Life is cruel.
