My life begins tomorrow..

I am quite determined heading my way to  confirm my schedule tomorrow.

 Comforting myself and reminding me that everything will be fine and that nothing happens without a good reason.

While on my way, I keep reminding myself that God has been with me for the past 29 years why would He leave me for just a day? 

Just a thought of those electrodes coming into my body testing my nerves makes me weaker, but hey! I know I can still smile.

After tomorrow, I know things will change but some facts will always remain...God really loves and trust me. He let me experience all of this to tell the world, how much He loves me.

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I simply live because of you

I simply live to thank you for all you've done

For showing the world, your works not mine.

I simply live to give you all

When time comes that You will call

I simply live to do your will

When all has done and dreams are real

I simply live to love and care

To tell the world that you are there.

I have no reasons of feeling blue

For the world You have given me is true

Beyond compare, Your greatness flew

I simply live because of You..

-imrac

#takingtime

Battling Uncertainties

Tears are falling, I really want to ask Him why me? But my heart tells me everything has a reason and that He never let things happen without a good cause.

Everyday, the pain is killing me. Those shots were enough to make me jump from the highest mountain and tell the world..it hurts. But I need to hold on.

Early morning, I'm waking up smiling in front of the mirror while tears continue flowing..thank God for another day.

I can bear it no more, but I still hold on until I am enlightened of His reasons.

You can imagine each day I smile but tears are flowing..my body is aching.