Battling Uncertainties

Tears are falling, I really want to ask Him why me? But my heart tells me everything has a reason and that He never let things happen without a good cause.

Everyday, the pain is killing me. Those shots were enough to make me jump from the highest mountain and tell the world..it hurts. But I need to hold on.

Early morning, I'm waking up smiling in front of the mirror while tears continue flowing..thank God for another day.

I can bear it no more, but I still hold on until I am enlightened of His reasons.

You can imagine each day I smile but tears are flowing..my body is aching.