I BREAKDOWN

There are certain points in our lives where we just want to say “hey! I quit” but honestly, it’s not about quitting, it’s about right positioning of where you are and who you really are.

Sometimes, life seem so unkind, there are bits and pieces of you that you actually want to took away from your entire being in order for you to realized that you’re still a person, you still have a heart, you still have identity.

But more often than not, we choose to keep silent about everything that matters to us, about everything that indeed really hurting us. Sometimes, people brand us as arrogant, when the mixed emotions doesn’t fit anymore, when pieces of you are starting to breakdown, and yes, you breakdown..being torn into pieces, forgetting who you are, forgetting how people might feel after stroked by your hurting words, not caring about what might be your status after the bursting of emotions happened, and worst of all, losing your tempting sense and obliquely paranoia of pains, of heartaches, of mistakes that you have been hiding in past.

Worst is when everything is becoming unreal for you, that you even feel that the world did not exist to comfort you, that the feeling of hatred and revenge starts growing.

As the cliche goes..”there’s more to life than only bitterness and lies”..Yes, the world is full of lies, bitterness, pains, negativity, emotions, anger, and hatred. And yet, many people still pretend that they don’t care about them, hurting, about them feeling the pain.

There are lines separating God as the Creator and the Science of Emotions, so I will just left the first one hanging until my next blog came.

We are hurting and yet we can’t cry, we are being dumped but we don’t want to let go, we are hypocrites pretending to be the mightiest of them all yet your heart burns with hatred and pains of the past. There is so much more to life..indeed, there is so much more to life…it is more than happiness, that human being craved for since birth, it is true love that everyone desires to achieve since our heart starts dreaming.

Yes, there is so much more to life…it is hatred, fears, pains, anger and revenge.