Let's go back to the start..

That's it.. Sabi nila, ang love story daw na gawa ng Lord, kapag hindi pa happy ending..hindi pa daw yun ending. I believe in that. Alam ko, God designed and save something very special for me. It might not be now, but it will come. Pero syempre while waiting, I have God to comfort me, to keep me grounded, to make me feel that His love is never ending, it is fresh every morning, it never gets tired, its always there to cheer me up. It is there to keep me company, to remind me that I need not to be no. 1 at everything but just being me is enough.

He was a good man, and the way I knew him cannot be changed. It will remain there, kaya nga ako umalis e kasi ayokong mabago yung paraan kung paano ko sya nakilala at kung paano ko sya minahal. I want that feeling to last forever. wala akong gustong maaalala kundi how it was all strated, how the fairy tale begun, how it goes well, how it was blessed, how it was before..

Call me weak, pero ayoko talagang makita yung fall down, i dont want to see everything is breaking just because we changed, whether it was him or me had changed, it doesnt matter anymore, basta ang alam ko, gusto kong tumigil ang lahat sa kung paano ako paulit ulit na nainlove noon. ayokong makita kung anong nangyayari ngayon..

I'd rather leave while I'm in love. Kasi yun yung gusto kong maalala palagi and letting go doesn't always mean ending, maybe,just maybe..there is best to come.

Lord, please do what I am always whispering to you at night. Thank you for the chance of being love.